I know, my subjects stink. LOL

Saturday was fun. I chatted most of the day with a friend of mine on facetime. However, while i was chatting, my neighbor texted me to see if I was aware contractors were coming to do work on our condos. Nope! So yeah, apparently they are, and I had to get my outdoor furniture in. I knew it was about time to do it, the weather has turned off colder, but I didn't have it on the agenda for last weekend!

Sunday was busy. I did get the furniture put away. Thankfully, I could do the majority of it myself, and when I couldn't do my neighbors helped with the rest. Honestly, the swing was the only thing I couldn't get in myself. It's too big and cumbersome. After that though, I had received my Nest thermostat on Saturday, and as I looked at it I thought, wonder if I had sighted assistance if I could do this myself? Sure enough, I called Aira, for those who don't know it's a visual interpreting service, and I spoke to an agent who said he was absolutely comfortable with helping me complete this task. I don't know how long it took, but what I do know is by the end of it all, my shiny new nest was up and running. I would have never thought in a million years that me as someone who is blind would ever do that kind of project on my own with the help of someone on the other end of my smart phone. What a world we live in!

Monday, I had a hair appointment, and then I went to my mom's house. We had dinner, made pumpkin bread, yes I brought some home, and watched Monday Night football. It was a nice visit. Oh and Mom introduced me to a dangerous adult drink. It's called a caramel apple mule. I plan to have the stuff to recreate this thing on Friday!

Yesterday and today haven't been much to speak of... just some work related things and/or boring adulting things like laundry.

I'm not sure what's on tap for the remainder of the week, but honestly if there's not much I'm okay with it. I'm not the type who has to be out and about all the time.
I decided to try once again to dust this thing off. Maybe if I write out some of the crap I'm dealing with I can make sense of it. That part isn't happening at the moment. I just wanted to pop in and say I'm still alive.

Friday 5

Jan. 16th, 2025 10:55 pm
1. Ten years ago, what did you think you would be doing now?
I think I still hoped I would get a career in the music business. I wasn't working in that field, not even close, but I hadn't given up my dreams just yet. They seemed to be slipping further away, but they weren't phased out yet.

2. Where do you think you will be five years from now?
I have no idea. I'd like to think I'll be training people to use assistive technology and/or possibly be self employed. But, given the way last year unfolded, I've learned to never underestimate what twists and turns life might have for you.

3. Do you live life one day at a time or look to the future?
I think it depends on the day. Some days I try to make plans, and others I'm just trying to get by.
4. Do you wish you could go back in time and undo something in your life?
I honestly do not. I feel that things happen for a reason, and they make us who we are. Our experiences shape us. There are things I wish I'd paid more attention to at times, and there are parts of life when I wish I would've appreciated what I had more, but I wouldn't give anything a complete do over.

5. If you could send a message back in time and give a younger version of yourself some advice, what would it be?
I'm not sure, but what comes to mind at this second, tell myself that the best made plans probably won't happen and to learn to be flexible and roll with the punches when possible.
I know, it’s been forever. To be honest, I’ve not felt like writing much about what’s going on. I mean really, who wants to read daily about me being depressed about being broke, waiting for funds to come in, job hunting, etc? But, I also know the holidays are coming, and I do like to archive those. Also, it appears things are looking up. So, perhaps I’ll have more motivation to write about things.

I might do a more lengthy entry about some of this at a later time, but for now, I just wanted to pop my head in and say I’m still alive. Hope all is well for anyone who reads this.
I haven't written here in a while, but I am super excited about what's happening tomorrow. I know, everyone is talking about the eclipse, but imagine this.

You're totally blind, and all you see is the difference between light and dark. It's good I know day from night, but anything else is mostly beyond my imagination, unless I can touch it. Imagine trying to get a true sense of something like the eclipse only from whatever descriptions others can provide. Nope, not any more!

Tomorrow, I am attending an event where a tactile tablet will show me the event in real time. I'm linking to it below!

Super Cool event called Touch the Sky

I remember an eclipse a few years ago, but my city did not get totality. This time we do. Last time, I was outside and did catch a glimpse of the brightest thing I had ever seen, but to tell the truth it was difficult to envision what everyone was really seeing. Tomorrow, I'll truly get to experience the event and not just from whatever words someone can come up with to explain it. I do appreciate descriptions, and I know I still won't completely know how it looks, but seeing it under my fingers in real time coming across and leaving... I'm excited to do this!

I know, total nerd rant, but I don't even care. I love how technology is changing things for those of us who are blind and making things we could only imagine previously a little more accessible and inclusive.
I went to the doctor a week or so ago, and my doctor had said there was wax in my ear. She cleaned out some of it with a scoop, but she didn't irrigate it. I don't know why but...

Fast forward to the beginning of this week. I kept waking up with my ear feeling clogged. So, I started using the ear wax softening kit. After the recommended four days, I decided to finish the job and irrigate my own ear. This ended quite badly. Long story short, I spent two days as someone blind and only having one functional ear. Not good!

I finally bit the bullet and since I had today off I went to urgent care. Good news, the problem is fixed and it was in fact only wax build up. Bad news? I have never had my ears irrigated and lord have mercy after today I'd rather not again if I can help it! That process is in no way pleasant! I'm happy to be able to hear again, but water being shot into my ear over and over until it drained clear was not fun at all, never mind it made me a little dizzy.

Add the cluster of a Lyft ride... I was so happy to be home. The long and short of the Lyft ride... the idiot driver picked up the wrong people, then wouldn't cancel the ride, but finally he did come back to get me, after I explained to him he should use his GPS to put in my address to find me. Ugh, I am all for people coming to this country to make things happen for themselves, but when they barely have command of the English language and they are serving the general public it does make things challenging to say the least. At least the Starbucks I stopped for on the way home was good.

That's really all that's been happening lately. Otherwise, it's business as usual... work and whatever else I do with my evenings.
I had no idea what to write about in here. So, admittedly I abandoned this journal. But then, it dawned on me.

Nobody knows except a few friends, but back in July I bought a reborn baby. I realized... I could talk about the day to day things, but this is a place where I could talk about my little bundle of joy with no judgement!

I might see if I can post pics of the little one, (I named her Lyla Mae), but no promises. After all, blind picture taking doesn't always go so well. E for effort though, right?

As for other life things... not for public consumption. I'll just say things are a bit interesting at the job, I'm trying to get my house back in order from where I let it get a bit of a disaster, okay an entire disaster, thanks to depression and lack of energy, and otherwise life is just business as usual.

Anyway, I've got a group call on Zoom to attend here in a few. Hope everyone is well.

still alive

May. 2nd, 2023 10:36 pm
Yeah, I stink at keeping this journal alive. I will try to do better. It might be easier now that I've split all of my stuff into different chrome profiles.

So what's been up lately? I don't even know when I wrote last. The latest has been this terrible thing known as a sleep study. Seriously, who thought of the idea... hey, let's hook up a zillion wires, and then tell you to sleep like normal. Um, no? All of that said, it's a good thing I did it, even if my sleep was crap, because they did figure out I have that lovely, or not, thing called sleep apnea. No wonder I next to never feel refreshed in the morning! Here's to hoping that's on its way to being fixed.

Other than some other financial mess, which I don't want to get into here, things are business as usual. Work, trying to keep up with house work, etc.

And with that, off to bed I go. After all, another work day awaits in the morning.
I stink at the life of this journal. Then again, when I set it up I never made promises to keep it alive. Nonetheless, it's too late to do a real update now, (it's past 10:00 PM and I have work in the morning), but I really should talk about my messed up holidays, (no, not any drama), and I'm sure there are other odds and ends I might get into. For now though, I need to finish this load of laundry and find my way to bed and hope I get a good night's sleep. Here's to hoping between melatonin and lavender oil it'll happen.

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Just decided to create an account over here. Not entirely sure what I'm doing with it yet, but it's just a free flowing journal for now.

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